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i forget how it’s like to be a normal person. i’m sorry. i just miss my old friends. my name is Muhammad Fattah bin fazel.Muhammad Mumzari bin M. Wahab. i guess that he knew this person i meant to. it’s a combination between Muazaki and Umar then. it’s like to poor to live and to poor to die. miss them so much. i know that i’ll never meet them,again.. especially Umar. a very kind of unique boy to me. haha.. he’s different to me. he thought me to appreciate friends. what is the meaning of friends. miss that moment. for Muazaki,.. a very cheerful boy even when he’s sad. but he’ll never hide his sadness from me.plus,.. a really hard-headed one.. i know,.. because i’m his brother.. not biologically of course,.. but there is some kind of special relationship between me and him.. brotherhood relationship. one thing that i not ask him before i left,... why he’s not staying with his own parent?.. it kept me wondering for at least a several month.. strange. he said to me that he does not know where his actual parents live by now.but WHY??? hahaha.. ok then,. it’s too much for now. what i can conclude is,.. it’s hard to find a friend, a special friends like them now. i’m alone and remembering them in every second of my life. maybe.. this kind of things makes me learn the meaning of life. one for friend, one for a spoiled foster brother.. really spoiled...from me,.. Muhammad Fattah bin fazel, beta 02